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How much I wish you were here. There's something that doesn't let me breath and I know that only you could take it away. But you're so far away. I need you. Why can't you be here with me? The simple idea of having you with me, eases the pain. But what if it makes the magic go away? What if nothing is truly what it seems? I couldn't stand that, it would break my heart. I'd take that risk for you, if only I could. I'd be the one you need me to be because you make me a better person.

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It was so out of the blue that I didn't even had time think of how to react. I just did it. Everybody was staring, but I didn't even have the mind clear enough to care about it. I can't say it was magical. I had no idea you felt that way. We got carried away. It felt surprisingly natural. Your mouth tasted delicious. I wanted that kiss to last forever. But we weren't meant for each other, not that way. As soon as we got apart, we knew that that was already part of the past. We hugged consoling each other and kept on dancing pretending nothing had ever happened.

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When I left home this morning, all I wanted to do was to have my cup of coffee at the usual bar like I always do. I mean, why would I want to change something that works perfectly well? But something felt different this morning. I tried to ignore it, but it didn't feel good at all. Something was wrong, but I didn't know what it was. When I got to the bar, my heart skipped a beat. It was closed. I was so shocked that I couldn't react. I was just there, standing if front of the door just staring at it. When I recovered, I went to the shop next door and asked if they knew anything about it. They looked at me as if I was asking something insane. They told me the bar had been closed for 7 years now. I started laughing cause I was sure they were all playing a joke on me, like those on TV. The look in their eyes got weirder. That's when I started to think that maybe it wasn't a joke. But, how could it be? I've been there every single day for the last 7 years. They couldn't be right, but they couldn't be wrong. I started screaming. I couldn't understand a thing. It didn't make sense, nothing of it made sense. I knew screaming wouldn't help, but it was the only thing I could do. My mind was so confused. A man in a blue suit appeared out of nowhere and told me to calm down. I didn't want to calm down; my whole world was tearing apart. Who was him to tell me what to do anyways? He had no idea of what keeping a routine means. Cause by then I was sure that that people were lying to me. I've been there yesterday; I've been there every single day. They were all liars. And they would all pay for it.

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It was midnight, I was ready to go to bed when I heard a knock on my door. When I went to answer, I didn't see anybody. There was a little piece of paper on the floor with my name on it. I turned it around and read 'Go to the park, to the seat where you have lunch everyday'. I was astounded and a little bit scared. Still, I got some clothes on, took the bus and went there. I couldn't see anything from afar. As I got closer, I was able to see a little shadow on the sit. A blood red rose illuminated by the moon light was waiting for me. There was also a note written in chalk. When I started reading it, a familiar voice distracted me. I didn't get to turn around by the time his strong arms were surrounding my body. He was wearing my favourite perfume. He was back and I knew that nobody could ever take him away from me anymore.

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The breeze was softly blowing her hair. The way her hips moved as she walked was so delicate and provocative at the same time. He was waiting for her at the same bar, on the same time like he had done every Friday for the past three months. But every time she turned around the corner and he could see a glimpse of her dress, his heart would stop for a second. The world could fall off around him and he wouldn't notice. He was captivated by her beauty. She would smile at him when their eyes reached each others. And his heart would fasten up a little bit, while his mind would tell it to slow down. Everything should look normal when she gets there. And it would. And she would never know how much he liked her, and how much he wanted to love her more and more everyday. And he would never know that she only wears that dress for him.

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The cold floor turned quickly into hot burning sand at every step that I made. Everything I touched would turn into little golden particles. As it all changed, I could feel the heat. I started sweating. It was as if all of the water in my body was leaving it. I was confused. There was a lake in the horizon. I knew it couldn't be true. I knew it was my mind tricking me. But I run towards it anyways. As I got closer, my body was starting to feel better. I wasn't sweating anymore. I'd run for hours, but I didn't feel tired. When I finally got there, what I found was a mirror. My skin was falling over. I looked terrible. I laid down on the mirror and waited for the cold of the glass to take all of my illusions away.

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I'm sitting in front of the mirror. What I see scares me so much. There is so much blood that I can't focus. My eyes are bleeding. They hurt so much. I'm paralyzed. I don't know what to do. The fear has knocked me down. It is such a strange sensation. I feel like screaming till death, but I can't. All I can do is stare at the blood coming out of my eyes.