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There's a thousand eyes on me. I can't move. Breathing is hard. All is blury, except for the eyes. They are all expecting me to take another step. But I'm too afraid. I've been here before. All that's left is fear and shame. I don't want to move. I want to stay still forever. But I can't. I want to do it differently, but they won't let me Is it them? Or is it me? I've lost track already. I can't tell anymore and no one will help me, all they do is confuse me. They say they aren't judging. But I feel their eyes ripping off my skin, cell by cell. And I'm defenseless. I take a step. It feels like I'm falling. Will it be like this forever?